| things i wonder now that you are gone |
[May. 15th, 2012|05:20 pm] |
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At the end of the day, the problem is that you can't seem to get the imaginary relationship out of your head. People who go through breakups, they can cite actual reasons why it didn't work out, why they're better off without them. But you never got that chance. So, all the what-ifs and should-haves stay lingering in the air, making it impossible to just get over him and keep you replaying the past while everyone else seems to skip merrily, hand-in-hand, into the future. It's a constant effort to forget about him, about them, and you're rarely rewarded any success. Maybe for one minute of one day you'll actually manage it, but then something (some insignificant thing, like someone wearing the same shoes he wears) brings him rushing back to the forefront of your mind. So naive were you to think that you had extinguished the fire; sure, you got the flames to die down, but the embers were still burning white hot, just waiting for a puff of oxygen to bring them roaring back to life. |
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| a foreign feeling i cant resist |
[Jul. 5th, 2011|12:45 am] |
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Never had such a feeling in a long time, but ohno ):
there is no happy ending;
i wish you were mine. |
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| a good sign, having a broken heart |
[May. 30th, 2011|03:27 pm] |
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it means that we have tried for something.
but the hard part after that, how does it heal?
and i need to start trying for more things :O |
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| oh perfection! |
[Mar. 6th, 2011|02:20 am] |
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tonight;
such a beautiful night
where will i be in 20yrs' time?
if only we can glimpse into the future
im waiting all along. still waiting.
&waiting.
I am getting boring already. omg.
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| say hello to many new meetings |
[Feb. 5th, 2011|04:19 pm] |
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i was in the middle of a conversation when this struck me
there are many things that we want to do now that lose their appeal later on in life;
but we are incapable of doing them now.
and this is how true 无奈 feels like.
we cannot regret it anyhow, because we wouldnt have been able to do it anyway.
and
on a sidenote: the new year has made me a little bit more hopeful as to what the world is gonna offer me. lets make it a great year! |
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| here's goodbye |
[Feb. 3rd, 2011|10:58 pm] |
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Say Hello to the year of rabbits! ;D
New Year Resolutions:
1) grow my nails ><
2) SECRET :D
3) make my uni life more exciting
4) do well for future SEMs
5) get to go for exchange!
6) make ELFs on exchange
7) go KOREA? if suju's album is out in may!
8) go taiwan!
9) go travelling around CHINA! wooots
10) make friends with angmoh's in china! woohoo!
11) SLIM down my radish legs
HAHAA, SEE MOST OF IT HAS GOT TO DO WITH BEING ON THE EXCHANGE. SO I REALLY HOPE IT GOES WELL. :D LOVES LOVES |
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| why do i |
[Jan. 17th, 2011|01:25 am] |
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why do i still believe
that you could be what i need?
anyway life damn sian. i need to get through this period. quickly. RAWRRRRRRRRRR! |
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